Pissed off doesn't even cover it right now. Jesus. Today started good now i'm just god, i'm just i dunno...really REALLY fucking pissed off. Yesterday, I told my form tutor (in confidence) that i wasn't happy with my english teacher, because...
1. You can't have an oppinoion. if your don't conform to hers, your wrong. Not gonna happen. Sarah has strong opinions and unless for a good reason doesn't liked to be talked down to.
2. Were reading a novel where anything could come up, yet we skip parts because they are 'boring' and 'not relivant'
3. She has marked ONE piece of my writting work. a fucking flyer for rugby school that an inept 7 year old could have put together.
4. Instead of much needed exam practice we have a fucking lesson of learning about greek poets, after asking why this was relivant, it is for our 'own knowlegde'.
So he said he would sort something out for me and i was like cool ok thanks.....i found out 2day that infact the teacher herself knows it was ME whom complained...now first thing...i asked him NOT to mention my name...yet still it has secondly...how do i now face this teacher!? I told my father..whom was extreamly annoyed...he rang up the head of college and told them how unimpressed he was by the situation (he made some stuff up to make it sound better which rules) he told them i was ver upset, which i am, but told them also that it had knocked my recovery back (i have been ill and off school from over a month prior) they were very appologetic, but this isn't the point...they have made a frigging fool out of me...they have made me look god damn retarded. yet i'm the only person whom has actually done something about it. the rest of the class is unhappy yet are sitting on their fucking arses waiting for something to happen. i'm sorry but i'm more of a get up and do person...it needed sorting, i did it and now look i total wanker. I'm not happy.
I'm also unhappy about the situation of the hair...i asked for a TRIM she has taken fucking load off i look god damn fugly..which shit i was before now i look like a total spaz. I hate it.
Today was meant to be good, fuck, today was good...but now its gone totally wank and i have no one online to talk to and i know i'm ranting and i know i'm god damn annoying but i need to relaise all this unless i'll do something else which i don't want to because i haven't for a while. if i start again it will escalate and i don't want it to. i need a cig. jesus i need a cig.
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